First off, we've been dating since April 4, 2010 and were both in our
late 15's.
Well we've been through so many problems our entire relationship,
things like her talking to a girl behind my back and her leaving me
for a guy but still telling me she "loves" me etc. Dont get me wrong
ive done my own fair share of unhealthy things for the relationship..
Anyways for about the first year of our relationship she would treat
me horribly, but i would still love her all i could and pour my heart
out to her. I would always tell her to think about both of us in the
relationship, (she would smoke weed and go to parties with her
cousins.) Dont get me wrong she is very beautiful and an A+ student.
Anyways, i was a very jealous boyfriend because she had cheated on me
for like the first two months we dated so i grew very jealous and very
over protective of her. After about 9-12 months more or less she
became very nice to me, we both loved eachother very much and it was
great! but for some reason, i honestly do not know why, i slowly
started becoming what she was to me... i dont know what would get over
me i would be a total dick to her. Around december she found out i had
kissed one of her closest friends in november, she wents completely
angry. She asked for my phone one day in school and she deleted
everything that had to do with her, pictures saved messages, etc. We
stopped talking and she changed her facebook password (we both had
eachothers passwords, she was very jealous as well.) so i couldnt go
on it, but i guessed her yahoo password, which was the same as her
facebook, to see what she was up to on facebook. It turns out she was
gave her number to a guy she hated. That guy had a relationship just
like ours with another girl, so i decided to start talking to the girl
just to get him jealous and it worked.I had asked the girl for her
number off of myspace but it turns out it was him who was on it and he
gave me his number. I tried texting "her" and after about 15 minutes
of texting i asked "her" if she was still with the other guy, and that
set him off. He started talking to my ex and it appeared like they
were so happy together, she would be with him around school more than
she would be with me. I recieved a message from his ex explaining
everything that was going on. (it was all very confusing to me at the
time) well eventually we started talking, but it didnt seem like my ex
and the other guy cared so i just basicly got rid of the other girl
and started talking to a prettier girl who had a baby. That got my ex
very jealous and she wanted me back, after a few weeks of us talking
we got back together and we were happy, i felt complete trust in her.
But that same day we got back i was with my cousins band rehearsing so
i could only text her but she was acting very weird. I checked her
email once again cause we hadnt changed our facebook passwords back to
what they were yet, and she was apologizing to the guy telling him she
was sorry that she had to stop talking to him through facebook because
i would get mad, and she told him to text her. Thats just one of the
major things weve been through.
Anyways, basically weve had an on and off relationship for a year and
three months. We stopped talking recently because i was such a jerk to
her and weve been trying it again but we last about a day till we
break up. She told me we need a months break, so i told her okay. but
i went on her email last night and she asked some bi girl what she
though of her etc. I found out that she was moving on, even though she
said she wasnt. and i went off on her in a text but she didnt reply. I
recently blocked her on facebook because i cant stop going to her page
and see that shes making obvious shes been smoking at her friends
house and she flirts with some guy who is "just a friend" ( the guy
has a girlfriend too so i kind of believe her.) I need help deciding
if i should just let things like this and see what happens or try
getting her back ? i love her very much and she does too. But this
relationship has just gone to shit. what do you guys suggest ? :(
She would tell me shes not bi, but recently she has been acting how
she used to.. when she was dating that girl. Is she looking for
somebody else, (boy or girl) or what ?:( Please help i am desperate
for words of advice. I lost most of my friends for her, because i
thought i didnt need anyone else.. she would only let me go with my
when she had hers, but other than that she wouldnt let me talk to
them. So i dont really have alot of people to go .
P.S. I have her virginity and she has mine. If that matters ? The
reason im posting this is cause i dont know you all so yeaaaa...
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